im still a newb at this- motivation

i would like to cook a dish so delicious that it's impossible to feel sad when eating it
i would like to compose a music so nice that it's impossible to feel sad when listening to it
i would like to write a comedy so funny it's impossible to feel sad when digesting it
i would like to invent a puzzle so difficult it's impossible to feel sad when solving it
i would like to breed a pet so cute that it's impossible to feel sad when cuddling it
i would like to plant a flower so fragrant that it's impossible to feel sad when smelling it
i would like to produce a film so captivating that it's impossible to feel sad when watching it
i would like to create a game so interesting that it's impossible to feel sad when playing it
i would like to make a bed so comfortable that it's impossible to feel sad when lying on it
i would like to initiate a friendship so warm that it's impossible to feel sad when you're within it
i would like to conjure a love so strong that it's impossible to feel sad when you receive it
i would like to appreciate one's presence so well that it's impossible to feel sad when you're it
and i would like to establish a world so wonderful that it's impossible to feel sad when you live in it
and i would like to be a person so great that it's impossible to feel sad when you remember my name

you know why?
because i have ever been sad before
because i have ever experienced that (sadness)
and because i know how painful it was
for i am now an enemy of sadness
for i have vowed that i would bring happiness


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and just like god, you have to be perfect, like him.
but then again even the best needle is not sharp at both ends.
we struggle to achieve perfection by believing that practice makes perfect, and yet they say that nobody is perfect.
well, you see, it just means that there will always be room for improvement.
the moment you reach perfection, what available improvement is there for you?
it is the duty of us human beings to constantly improve ourselves, and yet at the same time, never reach perfection.
for that is the way of life.
i'm enjoying this game anyway; how about you?

 
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~kurotsuchi mayuri, bleach
~chinese proverb
~with a little editing