Antagonist

dunia ini adalah dunia yang unik
kaya akan segala polemik
dont you think?

sarkas, ya, baik
tapi tak bisa kau tampik
susah hidup kalau kau masih berfisik

cobalah kau tilik
budaya dunia yang jijik
di setiap tempat, di semua bilik
setiap tingkah, setiap gerak gerik
mana ada yang tidak terbalik?

dengan tingkat kesulitan yang apik
dan sedikit bumbu drama yang terpercik
siapa yang masih bisa berkutik?
sosial bercampur dengan politik
tiada aspek bebas, semua tercabik

karena kau yang asli pasti akan dikritik
yang tulen akan jadi korban intrik
tidak akan ada yang bajik

mereka semua palsu, dasar taik
katanya sih adaptasi, kita harus cerdik
pilih dan gunakan mimik
tapi itu kan alasan klasik
tidak menyelesaikan konflik

ketika kepalsuan ini monopolistik
bukankah harus ada energi kinetik?
yang mengontrol hal ini yang karsinogenik
mengembalikan jiwa nativistik

nah ini malah terbalik
pembiaran seakan direstui, nyamik
bukankah dia sang mekanik?

aku pun berkata dengan kedik
kepada sang khalik
kau adalah pencipta yang munafik
titik

Your Ex

Well, I'm feeling like writing something.
So here goes:

In love, remember the memories. Not the departure.

Karena di dalam Karya, Terdapat Jiwa

mungkin kau anggap dia sudah binasa
tidak hadir, absennya alpa

mungkin kau kira dia tidak ada
tidak berbentuk, tidak beraga

mungkin kau pikir dia tidak nyata
belum sah, belum ber-apa-apa

tapi pikirkanlah dampaknya
sebuah akibat yang terasa
dikarenakan sebab yang berkuasa

kau mengabaikan hadirnya
meskipun dia adalah karena kau cipta
kau buat dan tinggalkan begitu saja

tidakkah pernah terdengar, sang suara?
suara takjub dan suara tawa
decak kagum dan ekslamasi, aa!!!
dari mereka, yang memuja

dan juga yang mencerca
iri dan cemburu pada mata
mereka yang tak bisa menyama
meniru, tapi tak pernah bisa serupa

inilah yang luput dari duga
bakatmu yang tak kau sangka
anakmulah sungguh berjaya

kau tanya kenapa?
anak mereka, tidak bernyawa
itulah jawabnya
itulah bedanya
wahai kau, sang pujangga
tidak seperti ciptamu, yang berkarsa!

anakmu! marak mereka bekerja!
desir mereka berhembus di dalam dada!
kau tanya lagi kenapa?

karena di dalam karya
terdapat jiwa

dan dua-duanya
dikau empunya

Vikings: Positivity

Sol was advertising vacancies, that Vikings was looking for new recruits. So I talked to him a little bit about it, told him about my online hours, and got invited.
Hoo boy, oh damn, that clan sure was full of positivity.

Ren was the leader; he's the man. Spent quite some time talking about him, and I can see that he really is a mature adult and can mediate disputes properly. Anindya lost my Forretress once, and Ren proved that he was quite the strict clan leader. Anindya returned my Forretress the next day after Ren's warnings.
Well, once the conversation went like
Fredo: hey guys sup
Renzetti: heya Fredo!
Fredo: *somecornyjoke*
Renzetti: sorry i didnt get enough sleep last night so i think i must apologize if im a little bit touchy atm
Fredo: whats the problem, Ren?
Found out that he's still unemployed and needs to make ends meet. He's trying to solve his student loan problems atm and is trying to get his shit together. I recommended leaving Holland and migrating to a 3rd-world country so that living costs become lower.
Ah, well, talking with him was fun. It's like.. it feels good when you know that you're not the only one struggling to get your shit together, you know that?

Sol, was, really friendly and teaching. Like, he took it all upon himself to be Renzetti's #2. Referred all the new members and taught all of us about EVs, IVs, Nature, the meta, etc. etc.
SolemnMessiah has a cousin he brought into the clan, msin. They often bring their real world fights to the groupchat, it was.. lively. Sol would say how msin has an attention-span deficit, msin would say that he taught Sol manners and how Sol still has a lot left to learn xD xD xD

Oh and there were the girls. Miyukei, Fiorella, cheriberry, arkness. The sheep among the wolves. Topic of conversation somehow changed into that of sex when the three of us (Miyu, Ren, and me) were talking. I shared about the eastern cultural values of promoting abstinence, they talked about the hardcore sex and their first time and all the kinky stuffs they'd ever done. I'm suspecting that Ren is still flirting with Miyu even as of now.

dabdaddy, godgamer. Hahaha. I remember that Hasty Growlithe I encountered. Sick IVs. Like, only 1 or 2 points away from being a Shiny. Still disliked it because I only take Adamants. Sold it to daddy. dad also helped me get past through Silph Co. mission and Sabrina's gym. Then we would talk about gg's luck and how gg claims that he is a real God of luck and that he'd appreciate some followers.

ushang2 and Anindya are the childish ones. Crappy jokes and cringy puns all the time. Still the elder members put up quite a tolerance towards them.

Then we have Dcef and Vamps and The1whojudges. Would often greet everybody and ask for a PvP. And then me and cemyeah would battle Dcef just for some free teleports and he would rage at the chat saying how he felt "used".

Oh, and I miss MonoSapiens. We used to throw insults and teases at each other, also upon other members. Good fun. Good fun. He left the clan, as he wished to make his own.

I really miss you guys.

Things I Tell My Students

"Always be skeptical. Never trust a person easily. Especially me."

"Understand. Don't memorize."

"Laugh."

"Be the last to lose your temper. Because when you do, you lose."

"Deactivate your Ask.fm account. Register for Quora instead."

"Be addicted to 2 things at once. Or to nothing at all."

"Always have a Plan B."

"Never rely on something. The moment you capitalize on it, your life depends on it."

"Always have options."

"Be fashionable. But be classy, not slutty."

ah and several others. might update this one l8r.

anada quick one

Have you ever wondered why God created sadness?
Why didn't He create a body, a soul, an entity who is immune to this feeling of sadness?
Why can't we all just.. be happy? For all the time?

Maybe, just maybe, the answer is, so that we don't take happiness for granted. So that we can appreciate happiness more.

gonna thro this one in for quickz

watch your words :

"thanksalot, bro/sis!" <- ok
"loe membantu banget" <- ok
"loe pinter/pandai/pro banget" <- also ok
"senang banget deh punya teman kayak loe" <- still ok
"ga sia2 gue berteman sama loe" <- you feel it?